Hi All,
This is not
only for my personal friends, but also for those who once lost their ways.
I love
roses. They mean a lot to me. When they are fresh, I enjoy them in a vase. When
they are coming close to their end, I cut their stems very short and put them
in a coffee cup or a wine glass like this.
I like the
way I live now. Arranging roses - little things like this make me happy and
content. Although I am still not 100% of what I want to be or miles away from
where I want to be, I don’t dislike my life.
I had been a
very sad unhappy person for long time.
I hate my
life and family, and I was jealous of everyone who was not myself.
Quite few
times in the past, I nearly gave up, but I did not. Although I feel depressed
or stressed from time to time, I am getting happier and quite content year after
year.
Well, I was
really happy this time of the last year but by mid July, I went back to where I
was.
Never mind,
I can start again. This time, I will go further and better. I will make sure
that I won’t go back there ever again.
Friends, how
do you fancy living life full? In a way we like.
Watch me.
I will be where I want to be and what
I want to be.