Hi friends
It was minus
4 this morning and it is literally freezing here. That is the downside of
living in an old cottage in the middle of nowhere.
However, it
is my blessing to have this dawn to start the day.
We now have
less than 2 days in 2014. Health wise, it has been really a tough year from the
start and I am still not 100%. It reminded me what I had been neglected though.
Although I
look younger than my age, inside of my body is much older, especially, my lung which
was diagnosed as weak as 67 years old. More than 20 years older than myself! It
scared me, to be honest.
As you know,
I never smoke and I hate the smell of cigarettes. I was never a big drinker but
I stopped drinking. Well, life is soooooo not fair, especially for mine, ever since
I was born.
That was my
mantra until I hit my 40th birthday. Now, I am happy and content
with my so-not-fair-life. Things happen but it is ourselves to turn it into an opportunity
or leave it as another unhappy memory.
In the end
of the day, it is our perception which will give meanings or values to
everything around us. In another words, I am the only person who can make
myself truly miserable or happy.
Off course,
I prefer the latter one and it is how I should live. That is the very simple way
of living I am practicing in these days.
Thank you
very much for your time reading my blog this year. Thank you for being there.
I wish you
all the best in the new year. Have good fun.